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You think you have friends and then something happens that totally makes you think otherwise...  I'm having one of those times...   They say one thing and do another, I want to hangout and then they say yes and then they blow me off.  I would make time for them any time but they cant make five mintues for me in my time of need.  Once again I feel it, I feel the meaninglessness of my life and I just want it to end.

My whole life I have cared for and loved people that didnt care for or love me back.  I treat my friends like family cause I have none and day by day I see how thats a mistake, giving so much of yourself to someone and the only thing they can give you back are lies and excusses.  I guess I shouldnt complain I'm no saint and its probably what I deserve...  I deserve all this bullshit thats happening to me...

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